A quick Blurb about Relationship

It has been an interesting week. Meghan has been gone, and I have kept relatively busy. My dishwasher has broken down so I have been doing the dishwashing recently. Strangely, I am not really sure how I feel about her absence. I miss her, but I'm not sad that she is gone. I have really been trying to avoid the kind of stress that I have had previously in relationships that includes a bunch of requirements attached to my role as boyfriend. Meghan has been really good about not requiring or forcing things upon me. I am hoping that I will still be able to take things as slowly as I want. I hope that inaction for awhile won't sever opportunity. I really need to time to be honest with myself about her, and see how I really consider her. That will take time. Anyways, I am really struggling to write at the moment... I'll have to continue some other time!