My How Things Can Turn Around

Today was a good day. I woke up recovered from my day of anger yesterday. Anyways, I pretty much hung around the house today. I played some video games... some poker, some chess. Played the chess master and lost every time. Anyways, after that things got better. I went to Red Lobster with Erin and ate some really good food. It was a good time to hang out. Then I came home and preapared to go Christmas party it up at one of m oldest friend's house. That was a good time... We watched the end of the flames game, then I picked Brit up and after another trip to her house, and back we went toboganning. What a blast... I really needed to get out and do something extremely fun like that. We eventually headed back and watched some movies and hung out with friends. It was like I said a really good time.

I mentioned my thoughts from yesterday to a couple of friends and they supported me and told me that they were definitely available more than I thought. That was cool to hear. I definitely need friends like that. Like I have thought many times. The key to having good friendships is time. Time spent just living and laughing.

Anyways, where have my thoughts been today? My thoughts were still pretty selfish I think. Very self-concious. I'm tired of wondering and worrying about what others think. I know that most of people's opinion of me is good. But that shouldn't really matter. What I should think about is how God views me and what He would be pleased with. I don't have people to please, but a Father to worship. How do I worship Him? With my actions and my intentions and my life. I try. I don't pray enough. I get distracted easily. I just heard this song by Selena and thought I would jot the lyrics down. It definitely describes my emotions at various times in my life. So here they are:

Dreaming of YouFranne Gold & Tom Snow Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have a dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do!
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Corazón
I can't stop dreaming of you
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Cómo te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, cómo te extraño
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said "I love you"
I love you too!
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming of you endlessly
Dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Endlessly
And I'll be holding you tight
Dreaming...with you...tonight!

I'll leave this today... for now... I guess I didn't really think much today... or at least now conciously.